Sometimes I can not sleep. I lay wide awake staring at the ceiling floor. I wonder if tomorrow will be a chance to succeed. That everything I have done previously will work out and I will be able to enjoy my dreams. Most times I feel like my life is gradually slipping away from me and I am losing control. I fear if I never take risks or act upon an idea; I will regret it.
Most nights are like this. Sometimes I fall asleep but usually I am exhausted and I always wish I did not have to leave my bed. One day I hope I can wake up and successfully be living my dreams.